The Geography of Pockets
Where do you live? What do you remember?
The third floor of Mount Royal’s Riddell Library holds secrets in its corners. Past the stacks of untouched dissertations, behind the last row of religious texts, there’s a reading nook where dust motes dance like answered prayers. The chair’s burgundy fabric has worn smooth from years of anxious students seeking sanctuary. The window faces west — on clear days, you can see the Rockies holding up the sky like tired gods. Here, between Shakespeare and salvation, I’ve found a pocket of peace thick enough to hide in.
Cities are made of such spaces — the gaps between intention and existence. Like the narrow valley between Scotia Centre and Bankers Hall, where a man who calls himself Prophet spreads his cardboard cathedral each night. The steam from sidewalk grates becomes incense. The rhythm of footsteps above becomes hymnal. Every morning, city workers erase his presence, but the pocket remains, holy as any church.
The Canada geese who’ve claimed the Glenmore Reservoir don’t know they’re supposed to be aggressive. They waddle up to visitors like expectant house cats, necks curved in question marks, eyes bright with ancient wisdom. They’ve carved out their own pocket of paradise between dog-walkers and cyclists. I’ve seen them preen in the sunset, turning water to fire, turning sky to mirror, turning the ordinary moment into something worth remembering.
My e-scooter hums down 14th Street SW, past the edges of proper neighborhoods where wild things still claim territory. A stag the size of small mythology stands in someone’s front yard, antlers branching into constellations. We share a moment of mutual recognition — two beings caught between worlds. He belongs to older stories than this suburb can hold. I belong nowhere and everywhere. The pocket between us fills with understanding.
At the edge of Shaganappi Golf Course, where chain-link fence meets urban forest, a mother lynx leads her cubs through twilight. My breath catches — not from fear, but from the sudden awareness of how thin the membrane is between civilized and sacred. They move like smoke through shadow, permanent as ceremony, temporary as prayer. I want to follow them into whatever pocket of wilderness they’ve found in this maze of human making.
Downtown Calgary pretends wholeness, but I know better. Between glass towers, between concrete promises, between tomorrow’s ambitions and yesterday’s compromises — there are spaces. Spaces where pigeons conduct secret parliaments. Where moss grows impossibly on vertical steel. Where wind speaks languages older than English, older than French, older than Michif. Listen: even here, even now, the wild persists in pockets.
The distance between my hand and yours: a pocket containing all possible futures. The space between heartbeats: a pocket holding all past lives. The gap between what we mean and what we say: a pocket full of almost-truths. The silence between prayer and answer: a pocket God keeps close.
In Eau Claire, under the Centre Street Bridge, where the Bow River whispers ancient gossip to concrete pillars, I’ve found pockets of time caught like fish in still water. Homeless men gather here at dusk, their cigarettes painting temporary constellations in the growing dark. They know things about the city’s hidden geography — which doorways offer shelter, which steam vents run all night, which security guards have kind eyes. They map Calgary not by streets but by survival.
The pocket between flame and air holds stories older than language. Sit quiet by any fire — park BBQ pit or sage bundle or Catholic votive — and you can hear them: tales of transformation, of purification, of return. The smoke knows paths between worlds. The heat knows how to make solid things fluid again. Even here, even in the city’s heart, ancient ceremonies continue in hidden pockets.
Sometimes I press my palm against warm brick walls and feel the building breathe. Every structure holds pockets of unnamed space — the gap between blueprint and reality, between architect’s dream and gravity’s compromise. Everywhere, life seeps through. Everywhere, wildness waits. Everywhere, the sacred plays hide-and-seek with the mundane.
Remember: Every alley is a pocket of possibility. Every shadow holds a door. Every space between heartbeats is holy ground. Every pocket contains multitudes. Even the pocket between my ribs where homesickness lives. Even the pocket between words where truth hides. Even the pocket between prayer and silence where God waits. Even the pocket between who we are and who we’re becoming.
Calgary unfolds like origami in reverse, revealing its hidden pockets one by one. Each discovery a small revelation: here is where coyotes den beneath highway overpasses. Here is where teenagers share first kisses behind dumpsters. Here is where rainfall pools in ancient patterns. Here is where sparrows build cathedrals of twig and string. Here is where the membrane between worlds grows thin enough to touch.
We are all just looking for our own pockets of belonging. Our own gaps in the universe’s fabric where we fit precisely. Our own spaces between spaces where magic still lives. Even Prophet knows this, spreading his cardboard beneath steel and glass, creating pocket universes from found objects and fierce belief.
The geese know. The lynx knows. The stag knows. The fire knows. The river knows. The wind knows.
Originally published on Medium.